umm.. I don't know...

I don't know what it means to be Jewish, Pagan, autistic, female,
American, anymore. I have lost myself and don't know where I am...
I had a wicked bad education. The subject matter was great but the
teachers didn't know the slightest how to reach me. I have since
learned from that I learn mostly
kinesthetically, that is, hands on. I call this method jumping off a cliff,
swimming in deep water, or trial by error. It is the only way I can learn.
I do not like thinking because I never get things done. I just do.
The only time I prefer theory is when I am doing research because
my memory is like an encyclopedia.